What Is After SPM?

After getting the SPM result, where should I go and what could I do? Why I need to worry about so many things? I am busy applying scholarships and settling those fuzzy stuff. It is so complicated and what I can say is concluding all sorts of these as speechless. So many ridiculous things! I think I will turn crazy soon due to so many unexpected and unpredictable things. I am so frustrated and starting missing school life. When I just received PMR result, everything is like wow so interesting and just need to prepare to get used to Form 4 which is a challenging year and considered as honeymoon.Why after Form 4 and Form 5 I need to worry about my future,which field and what is the course and so on. It is getting messy and what I thought is so beautiful and peaceful. Who can instruct me where to go on the diverge two-way road?