A Very Random cum the Real Me

It is 12:35 a.m. when writing this random post.I am lying on my cozy and soft bed right now,letting my imagination gone wild. Recently, I could be considered as 'lost and found'. I lost something but I found something back. That are all very virtual and cannot really be described. I should say that that is just a kind of feeling. I feel so helpless sometimes and I really try very hard to camouflage it. I hide all my feelings sometimes. I never share my feelings to anyone before. I just do not trust anyone. Anyone for me is just not trustworthy. Nothing and nobody are related to this post. Facing insomnia, I am so energetic now.

I keep saying I am a typically introvert. Although I did, nobody trusts it. I should say half of my personality is made up of introvert properties, 40% of it is made up by extrovert properties and 10% of it, just let your imagination manipulate it.

Once in a blue moon, I will post something crazy to any kind of medias. That is one of my methods to express my feelings. I do not like being asked the same question after I answered them. In another words, I lost my patience easily. If I shouted on you with 99 dB, please do not believe your ears. Your heart will know it, actually it is your eardrum beats the sound waves but not from me.

Curiosity kills the cat, this is one of my favorite idioms. Anything will do. Do not try to convince me that nothing will conquer your determination. I do not believe more than 10 sentences among a biography. The authors have their rights to cook up any stories they like. I just take it as a joke to spice up my days. Do you believe anything I write?

Do you believe the so-called eternity? Eternity is something that is virtual and cannot be proven. Do not try to prove the existence of eternity. It is something pure which will only be found but not proven. One's personality is hard to change, one's personality is even hard to be changed.

An ending is another beginning, I should better stop now before your imagination gone wild.
If there is no ending then when will 'beginning' get its chance to begin?


P/S Do not judge a complicated thing easy and vice versa.